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|Friday, March 16th, 2007|
I am addicted to Counter Strike. The way one map transitions to another in just under 15 seconds, long enough to let me think about stopping, but too short to allow me to build up enough momentum to shut the piece of shit down. It makes my body feel happy and please, but my reason is telling me I have finals in less than a week and that I skipped three weeks of lectures in my heaviest class. If I stop now I can still nail them, but then again, maybe not. A lost quarter? I hate to think so. I hate even more to think so as a result of a video game. It's pretty stupid. Stupid counterterrorists. Stupid terrorists. Stupid me. I have to play music at a wedding in a month, and a bar in two weeks, and I'm not ready. Finals. Music. Counter Strike. No one calls me or emails me. My sort-of-best-friend lives a quarter mile down the street, yet he never calls, nor does he visit. I have his movie I borrowed, District B13. I'd return it, but I think I want him to come get it. Social life has atrophied. Counter strike is there. Music is nascent and not always rewarding. Stupid linux doesn't have gcc compilers so I can install free sequencing software. Mixer is blown, or 12v power adapter is blown. Music is blown, and not John Holmes blown. School isn't very interesting. Good grades come with effort, but effort comes with interest, and 35 miles between the school and I doesn't engender interest. Girlfriend is no longer girlfriend. She is ex girlfriend in Long Beach. She loves me, but I'm still a bitch cock of a monster neglectfully polite boyfriend, which is why I'm an ex-boyfriend. Nix, nix, nix. Counter strike is still there. Friends, love, academics, hobbies, all more or less gone. But counter strike is still there. The shit-talking middle schoolers and middle-aged men provide solace with their faux radio chatter. I could fall asleep in the cold embrace of the luminescence to the sound of their voices. Fire in the hole!, and Enemy spotted!. But there's the gunfire. Dreams go pop like imaginary rifles. Fuck counter strike. Fuck that friend who said I should start playing with him. he's never on anyways. he doesn't visit, he hasn't picked up his movie, and he's never on counter strike. With the mundane phrase "You should play counter strike with me," he has broken my life down over the past three weeks, and he probably doesn't know it.
I need to get laid. I need to reinforce my friendships. I need to spend nights at the library. I need to get tunnel vision. I feel like I'm standing in a groin vault, with nowhere to go but down, to nestle my ass right where I am and dream about how awesome I could be if I only started going somewhere, anywhere, besdies on my computer. He I go.
|Tuesday, November 16th, 2004|
Hellos...Sabi here and my predicament as well.
I can't help it when I see my computer I always itch to go online and it so hard for me to disconnect.
Its the first thing I do when I wake and up and the last thing I do before to go to bed.
I have many complaints for people who haven't heard from me and seen me in ages many people
think that I'm overseas.. I can't stay off GJ at all, always checking, even my emails, looking for some updates
on some homepage anything, before I know it hours has passed. It doesn't help that I feel like a zombie when I'm done.
I freaked out when the phonebill showed how many times I connected to the internet per month. I'm a university student who wants
first class honours but I'm loosing focus...can I fall out of love with the internet???
|Wednesday, August 18th, 2004|
Hi, my name is Shorty and I have a problem.
I'm addicted to LiveJournal.
My average is about 3-6 posts per day, sometimes more (I think my record was 11 or 12 --long-- posts in 24 hours). And I spent hours just refreshing my friends page over... and over... and over...
This community seems pretty dead but oh well-- I'm an LJ whore, I don't care who reads as long as I can write!!
P.S. Feel free to friend me or drop comments to say hi or whatever. Since I'm always on LJ and all... Current Mood: blah
|Monday, August 2nd, 2004|
Do you suffer from boredom and/or acts of randomness? Then join: random_chat
A magnet for crazy people who just want to talk, laugh, bounce off walls, anything! =)
((P.S. If this is not allowed, please delete my post...)
|Wednesday, February 18th, 2004|
hey you should all join my community active
. it's for people that are active with LJ. it's new and we need members so, join! =]~
|Thursday, October 9th, 2003|
|Saturday, August 9th, 2003|
|Sunday, March 30th, 2003|
This community is dedicated to addiction. I applies to anyone addicted to anything.
|Thursday, November 28th, 2002|
Okay, you guys. This place is Deadsville.
Who's the moderator of this damn thing? If you gave up on it, I'm willing
to take over. No need to pay me or anything. I'm a certified lj addict after all. =D
Is it okay if I whore my communities on here? Not that they'll get much attention since most of them have more members than ljanonymous
which is pathetic, really.
See, this community didn't help me at all! Current Mood: amused
|Monday, June 17th, 2002|
|Wednesday, June 12th, 2002|
Did I mention that I set
- number of posts on my personal journal = my age
- number of posts on my friends' page = number of friends I got listed
I'm sure you'll all agree on this and say I'm the #1
addict. \o/ Current Mood: bored
|Thursday, May 23rd, 2002|
I'm losing miserably!
Come vote for me in the LJ Beauty Contest!Click
I want a paid account!! Dammit.
|Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002|
I changed my LJ look AGAIN. Go check it out!
And look what I found:
I'm on the Santa Cluster. Where are you?
|Friday, May 17th, 2002|
Anyone need an invite code?
|Wednesday, May 8th, 2002|
I suspect one of my friends is thinking of having an intervention to force me to face my livejournal addiction. He said there should be some kind of livejournal addicts support group. I told him I already belonged to ljanonymous
. He thought the idea of using a livejournal community to address a livejournal addiction was counterproductive. He may be right.
|Monday, May 6th, 2002|
Hah! Look at you! You're just like me!
I am no ordinary LJ addict. I don't post much. But I LOVE posting comments everywhere. I am obsessed with HTML coding, and change my icons more often than my bed sheets. HaHa I'm always on a look out for nifty new layout tricks and new communities. I have been away from LJ for the longest of 2 days since I got it. That was horrible horrible time!
I need to be sedated like, yesterday.
|Tuesday, April 30th, 2002|
Hey everyone. Just joined this community. A proof of my lj addiction:LJ-ism
A little something a friend and I made up. Yeah i'm definitely a lj-addict :-/
|Friday, March 15th, 2002|
I've just recieved a sign that I've got a serious livejournal problem. My friend's girlfriend posted something to her journal then my friend posted a comment saying "Where's Dana? It's been like fifteen minutes and he hasn't commented yet. How can I not have a problem when you see the level of expectation placed upon me?
|Tuesday, March 12th, 2002|
saying hi, I joined b/c since I work in a computer lab 16 hours a week, & am taking only one class, I have a lot of time to be on a computer & LJ. I would tell you about myself, but I'm a bit too tired, so I can just direct you here, to my personal journal,
add me to your friend's list & I'll be sure to add you back. Or maybe you would prefer to go here, to my photo albums.....
Sign the guestbook, leave a photo comment just b/c I love them so.....
|Friday, January 25th, 2002|
You know, I don't mean to be rude, but is this thing dead?